Back Story: About Me

Although I grew up in what can be described from the outside as an idyllic family setting where my immediate physical & material needs were met, as a baby in 1976 at 2 weeks old I was adopted out under a closed adoption scheme. I had silently struggled from an early age with the emotional turbulence this type of circumstance can create. During my early teenage years when the delayed & silent trauma hit me, I experienced difficulties which led to a downward spiral.

Through my work I discuss how I managed to move through what feels like a lifetime of obstacles, some presented themselves directly appearing right in front of me, looming large & almost too high to scale, while other challenges were harder to detect as they slowly snuck up from behind me. Some were physical challenges, others were mental tests while many were also emotional encounters.  Having grown from the student who once received a number of D’s and even an E in 3rd and 4th Form (Year 9 & Year 10) failing both School Certificate and Sixth Form Certificate to embarking on a quest of self-discovery - leading me to achieve an A Bursary, go on to University to gain a Science Degree & become a teacher in the NZ Secondary Education Sector for 18 years – superseded by the emanation of my metaphysical sensibility, I now teach & guide clients through the same ‘maze’ as they begin to make their own way.

Determined To Achieve discusses the direct impact that fitness had in turning my life around at fifteen when I suddenly decided to start running. As my physical strength immediately increased I was drawn to many outdoor pursuits beginning with the Sir Edmund Hillary 15-day Odyssey Challenge / The Spirit of NZ / Outward Bound, then spring boarding into a range of personal outdoor adventures. When my physical calibre improved there was a simultaneous & parallel upturn in my emotional capacity. When both were combined the platform to increase my academic strength was naturally established & I achieved more than I had envisaged.

Where To Now stemmed from my jolting experience in 2013 -2014 of having to abruptly stop and alter the direction of my life as the teaching profession that I was so proud of & had worked so hard to carve out a career in was showing signs of systemic cracks saturated with passive aggressive behaviour & interlaced with ineffective initiatives which were eroding the essence of this vocation. So I worked through my despair & anguish to develop techniques allowing me to step away with dignity & style, maintaining my integrity & facing my fears. I have since realised these techniques can be applied by a range of people in all sectors & industries when confronted with the uncomfortable yet necessary decision to unexpectedly change direction in life.

Fortify Your Family is an extension of putting all of my skills into practice in 2015 when I was faced with my most relentless challenge ~ as a full-time working parent I found myself stretched in too many directions & needed to re-establish calm & effective routines, relationships & stability in order to function effectively as a whole family unit while still meeting the needs & demands of those who depended on me. In hindsight from the vantage place where I now stand having actually achieved what seemed to be an impossible task of pulling my family back together during immense stress & confusion, I can say this has to be one of my most remarkable achievements.

There’s Another Way was born out of necessity to provide what I consider ‘safe passage’ as more & more people are waking up to the mechanics of how this reality is constructed. I have opened up & used more of my way-showing abilities for those ready to take their initial tentative steps towards another way of existing. As incredible as this journey can be, I am fully aware that it is critical to also draw attention to the frantic & rushed nature of many trying to obtain spiritual enlightenment as though it is a commodity or prize, running off & making hasty decisions. So, I also teach how to recognise & protect yourself from; manipulation, escapism, materialism & cultural appropriation for spiritual purposes. Unfortunately, I also need to shed light on how to keep away from psychopathic or cultish behaviour of those who exist on the fringes of this flourishing ‘industry’. I teach the most effective measures to take as you pass through this divergent route.

Return To You Events from 2017 have enabled me to finally articulate & express the interplay which unfolded around me as I maintained a mostly sentinel position of observing & witnessing the murky energy many people are submerged in. It still astounds me that I actually remain thankful for these more recent experiences ~ the silver lining is clear to see as I returned back to the original modalities which I discovered years ago & brought them forward, coupled with real-time exposure to the vast array of mental & emotional tensions many people are experiencing yet seem unable to effectively move through, I now have the capability to deliver alternative tangible methodologies, remedies & recuperation choices.

Metaphysics In Action provides a gentle introduction into the complex multi-dimensional existence we are a part of. In recent years I revived & honed my own abilities when I went searching for my birthfather who had passed away prior to meeting. Unfortunately, I had thought I had all the time in the world to meet him, but this was not the case. So, I went looking for him another way… my way. This opened the door to a greater understanding of our reality, my own healing journey, personal expansion & the opportunity to apply my gifts. In this package I help people step over this confounding threshold where science meets etheric concepts & knowledge that has been largely suppressed, manipulated & distorted for thousands of years can surface. As the awakening process can lead to personal upheaval if embarked upon too rapidly, I provide the support and reassurance often required as people take their first steps into re-discovering our world & who we are within in.

The Morphic Field Spanning from one of my first memories at age four endeavouring to heal migraines with only my hands, to receiving my first conscious activation when sitting in the Black Hills region of Yellowstone – Wyoming age eight (later to discover at age 39 this was in fact sacred land for the Lakota Tribes) I have remained aware of enigmatic energy. Since 2013 I have been both retrieving & procuring the skills I require to now offer my own inimitable energy work using my personal original techniques to help you find your own way.

Find Yourself Rarefied The unfortunate by-product I am seeing from the rapid growth within the spiritual community is harm or injury caused by people too eager & inexperienced to adequately be working on or with people. I am fortunate to have a brilliant team that have guided the growth of my work & I encourage people to really take their time reading through all that I deliver to know if I am the right person to work with. My distinctive energy field will immediately bypass any nonsense, so there will be times when I choose not to work with a certain client.

Walking Through Fire was the visual I was shown to illustrate how to keep walking through a flashpoint ~ when the air around you feels it could ignite at any moment. This ‘moment’ can last days or months, for me it lasted a year where it seemed everything possible was thrown at me. However, this time I had 5 years of metaphysical concepts to apply which enabled me to walk straight through, holding my shoulders & head high, almost concealed until I was ready to emerge out the other side feeling incredible.

Providence & Treasure is my most heartfelt piece of work as it corresponds with the loss of my dad, who raised me. I took myself back to when I was literally dropped off at a hospital a few days old & viewed the road I had travelled. What metaphysical notions did I already carry, who walked alongside of me, what challenges was I to face & choices to make? Who would I encounter & how was I going to hold myself?  Analysing the symbols has provided greater insight & therefore clearer direction to the bittersweet yet beautiful passage I commenced.

Vestiges & Remnants made its way to the surface when at 43 I realised I had slowly but surely set myself free.  I felt the final remnants of anyone controlling me through concealed means slip away.  I stood & took in the sensation of having removed limitations (fences, walls, doors, enclosures or other people’s projections that energetically stall you) & I stepped out into the open field choosing any direction I wished to go.

Respond & Retrieve After 22 years of my relationship with Kirk, having run the gauntlet of challenges I know how to recognise & respond to times of upheaval, save what is worth salvaging, identifying what needs to be discarded & left behind to reclaim the relationship & move it to another level, out of the damaging environment most relationships are in. Guiding people during this extremely raw time in their lives to discover what is worth planting, tending to, investing in, growing, nurturing & appreciating helps others cover the ground I have already walked along. Often the answers are right in front of you, but difficult to ‘see’.

Coming Of Age Resulting from 20 years within the education system being surrounded by adolescents, 18 months dipping my toes into viewing the mental health system (as a teacher not a patient), bringing up my two children & developing greater awareness of the silent global agenda pushing children in an odd direction (if you are observant enough you will see a pattern forming.)  I have seen a lot. I do not advocate nor propagate any physical, emotional or mental harm that was prevalent in the era that I grew up in (1970’s1980’s).  In our recent history the pendulum swung way too far in the harmful direction.  What I am seeing now however is the return swing reaching out to the other extreme. An equilibrium is needed for kids to ultimately benefit from the balance that must take place. As parenting is such a massive undertaking consisting of never-ending commitments, this package only covers one aspect – behaviour. All of the other fantastic endeavours you can incorporate while raising your children may be pulled together to form yet another package in the future.

Halcyon Retreat When external events created & projected by other people began to directly impact me in 2013-2014, I had to secure myself, immediate family, home & surroundings before my physical being became weathered & worn. The bird symbology embedded within the Ancient Greek mythology -Aeolus – God of Wind turning her daughter Halcyon into a bird who knew how to calm the seas, teaching her hatchlings to fly away & not become caught in the dangerous volatile ocean enabled me to realise many who are confronted with sudden traumatic situations may not have the knowledge to save themselves & to move forward with strength & vitality, independent & self-reliant.  Returning this knowledge that was once instinctive to people, making certain it is no longer hidden away, only to be used by a few in order to get & remain ahead, is the intent behind this package. It begins with transforming your own nest.

Far From Hell Even when I wrote Vestiges & Remnants, I knew I was free, yet it wasn’t until 2020 came along that I fully embraced the sensation of deeply repairing the injuries I had sustained travelling through life. I realised that I had single handily removed people, places, circumstances & situations that had pulled be backwards or downwards, into what felt like a continuous subversive combat for 44 years. It was now a time for profound healing in a sanctum of my own construction with enough distance from any disturbances. I gained further metaphysical knowledge emerging with complete provisions, for-armed & readied.

Just Walk Away It is with greater certainty yet a tinge of resignation that the frequency of people having to learn how to stop in their tracks, remove all harmful exchanges & walk away not out of submission but with valour is on the rise. I personally made a promise to myself & my children to walk away from certain behaviours, unfair treatment, scapegoat agendas, projections & workload imbalance. I have never looked back.

Light Dwells Here From where I now stand, having completed all of my packages with the specific aim to clearly divide up the material I wanted to cover within & throughout my Intrinsic Achievement work, I see how each service can stand alone or run through & interlink together. It seems fitting to have Light Dwells Here holding the final place as the last leg in this journey.

Get Back Up It is tempting to say this goes out to those who continually tried to take the wind out of my sails, kick the stool out from beneath me or beat me down over time through tacit behaviours. As a replacement I would rather simply state that now as I stand sure footed I learnt a different way over 44 years, a dignified method of breaking the patterns to make certain those low density variations would not branch outwards from my life, perhaps this will be my silent legacy, that I discontinued the madness & the entrenched damage people do to each other within my small area of Earth.

Modern Day Triage It is with sorrow that I wrote this package when I understood we had come to a place where the layers on insanity & desecration that are served up daily, to be accepted as normal abounded. Running through the trenches alongside my son, first carrying him on my back, then placing him on his feet holding his hand tightly, guiding him through the darkest instances, to then watch him steady himself, let go of my hand as his own legs began to support him, watching him begin to dart off under his own competence while we ran together on a mission of deliverance to safety.

Into The Desert Even though I had become used to prevailing when confronted with challenges, it was after the foremost test of my life that I found the edge of a desert. I spent a year travelling through this metaphorical landscape while still maintaining my family, career & commitments. This provided me with the time to assimilate & embrace the incredible feats that I had experienced so when I walked out the other side everything about me had changed & the beautiful implications began to echo throughout my family as the months unfolded.

The Great Clearing Similar to a prison where slowly every metaphorical ‘item’ I had thought crucial to me was eroded away ~ until I had very little remaining & I found myself in a dark cellar not of my own making. I knew to survive every breath I took needed to count & be purposefully directed towards where I intended reach. This was to be a monumental return of everything I held dear, pulling through previous aptitudes to extricate the repression that had crept in. With my ‘house’ now cleared of all unwanted & uninvited debris I now have an extraordinary abode.

Reading through ‘Metaphysical Emanation’ provides a greater sense of my spiritual journey.